Renewing My Vows to Self
To love is to leave the grip of pain. This wrestle has never been with an outside person but, within; choosing to tolerate injury. i love GOD more than myself. Left to my own devices I too hurt jeanine. I hurt her with my silence as she screams for help. I have to be submitted to the CHRIST in me to experience in order to press into the hope of glory; if there is to be any hope for the future. Now, to maintain that stance. Fortifying my walls because the last few scrimmages came from friendly fire. Learning to better screen the knocks at the door in my new residence. Learning. Learning the balance between loving self and dying to self. Learning how to love someone else as i learn how to practice self care. Always one to leave my heart, experience, journey on the page. My heart is the vile of ink telling the unraveling tale of greatness through redemption. No longer marooned on the island my blurred thoughts attempted to leave me stranded on. Walking away from his